On a wet September morning
When vultures hate themselves
On the beach, against the flooded moorage
Along the rock shelves
Where sea-gulls lay their eggs.
Half under the cracking waves
With sea-weed under my nails
Where the coastline bends.
The sea was not the land's end.
The world under the sea
The sea under the earth
The sky under the sea
Were elemental changes of a world,
As the true life is death
Which is the idea inside us
So distinction ends.
The plagued centuries
In a weeping jelly-fish.
The pebble that will be a crown
The moon reflected in a starfish.
My amputated feet
Buried in soft sand
Within the blue shadows
Were already prehistoric.
I tried to leap
Out of shark's way
Far from the cutting teeth
Thundering like the wave
Aimed at my vitals, not my feet
But they had planted roots
Among the symbiosing weeds
Which issued from my feet
Under the caressing current
Where disproportionate time
Lulled in deep sleep.
I could not move;
I say I could not move
My vegetable feet,
But still the tumbling jaws.
Only a silent yell
Rang through time's corridors
To the farthest end
Where the amoeba becomes
The fire, water and air.
Where the primeval fruit still hangs.
So to the other end
Where plants are but continents
Deep in the future
That is darker and older
Than the past.
The echo burst inside me
Like a great harmonic chord-
Violins of love and happy voices
The pagan trumpet blast
Swamping the lamentation of the horn
Then the heraldic drums
In slow crescendo rising
Crashed through my senses
Into a new present
Which is the future.
It was the music
Floating on salt air
Mixture of ozone and fish, urea
Boundless in all her forms.
Like children's toys
Which lifted me
Higher than myself
From the palsied hand of destruction
Came new awareness
In the new vibrations
And care born of feeling
Fear, and the pestilence of thought
Was cradled in a wet pulsating stone.
How then the smell of fish
The salted lips
Were like violets in a desert waste
The rancid taste
Her priceless treasury of gems
Hot burning sands,
Like the edentulous
Sprouting palms.
The sea was the desert
The wet was the dry
Here was there.
All indistinguishable
Like the smell of
Old men's trousers
From the Sunday joint.
Truth lay on the sea bed
Black suffering on the land.
The sun raised gently her head
As I lay buried on the sand
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